I can't believe how much I've changed over a year. It's like I'm a totally different person. (Not really, somethings stay the same. *looks at dirty desk*) I was reading Lainey's journal and saw how much fun she had with her friends that like anime and manga and I remembered how much I would have given ANYTHING to have friends like that. But now, I don't even like to read manga. I like to watch some anime still but not much. I have a bookshelf full of manga that everday I get closer to loading a few into a tote bag and taking it to a store and getting money for them. A year ago I wouldn't have even dreamed of parting with them.

And I realize I'm growing up, focusing on the things that matter instead of hunting some story that was weird to begin with. As much as I would love to giggle over things a twelve year old would, I can't anymore.

Even though I'm becoming more mature, and more less like my old self, I know it's not because people are forcing me to change. I'm doing it myself. I have a pillow with some Texas Tech football player's autographs on it that I had to stand in line for two hours for. A year ago I wouldn't have done anything like that. Now would I have tried making small talk with a football player I think is extreemeeely cute.

So, I guess this is all being said and what not, people probably won't see me around dA much anymore. Unless I feel like posting a picture of something or typing something up on this here journal. And it's simply because I feel like doing art much anymore. At least not drawing art. I like to do makeup. ~^.^~ And yes, I consider it an art form.

Anyway,
Au Revoir!

P.S. And I can't change my mood. Oh noes! D=